Sunday, November 21, 2010

我以为

cause i thought that you'd be there, but i have the feeling that you won't , yet i still hope and expect you to be there. you asked me to expect, remember ;) so yeah i didn't regret expecting something , i took the risk :)

Thursday, November 11, 2010

fear and doubt

i'm at my worst now , i'm trying to keep myself together , not broken down :) i fear so much that this will end right here and right now. i don't even know what is happening to you right now, i'm dying to hear the voice of yours , the voice so warm that can calm the raging storms.

i need you , my mind is producing quite hefty amounts of thoughts , stupid ones . what if you disappear, what if you're forced to stay there in 2011 , what if we won't be seeing each other anymore , what if you're found out , what if this is then end , what if i completely lose track of you , what if .. what if .. and what if .. D':

i don't want that to happen , i really don't. it would be like getting myself lost in amazon forest without basic survival needs. it would be like getting lost in an endless nightmare filled with doubts and fears )': it would be like losing everything . yes, everything . you impacted so much of my life that it would be like living with no air if you ain't here baby :(

so please , please , let me know what's happening

i can't afford losing you, i really can't.


dang .. (:

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

i just want you to know . no matter how moody i get . no matter how bad the situation gets . no matter how bad i treat you . no matter how ignorant i may be towards you . no matter what i said . i will not leave you (: . "this may sound a little bit cheesy but, i want you to know that i love you, and always will ♥♥"


loves, boyfriend ;)

Monday, November 8, 2010

i thought you'll pick up
you said you will

never mind never mind never mind never mind

i tell myself it's fine .
it'll get better :) so yeah . i'm fine . perfectly fine :D

i'm not gonna do anything anymore . (:


stupid me , *giggles

Monday, October 18, 2010

elationthatiwannadie

i'm elated . to keep it simple . yeah i'm elated . over-elated to be exact ;)

because of today and last night . for the advanced birthday celebration . (it's over-advanced :D)

well who cares anyways about the time and date? <:

thank you for the chocolate cake . though i don't really like chocolate, i can feel the tastiness inside every bite . yum <: now i know and i feel the great difference when you eat cakes alone . and when you share it with someone you dear <: (awww cheesiness :D)

and then for the surprise . it was like . my dad telling us that we are going for a japan trip wooo! <: and i am not exaggerating anything it felt like that , seriously *winks

then at night . the eye popping japanese horror movie . that i somehow managed to survive watching <: you squeezed my hand so tight that it somehow made me breathless x) haha (it was a nice movie , i like it)

i shall omit the *ehem winks winks* it was great basically . phenomenal

then for the spending the entire day with meh . watching movies :> eating potato chips

what more could i ask for? <: with this post, i wanna thank you A BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH for this . celebration




hugs and kisses. and more kisses and more ;)
loves, Michael

hi <:

hi there :>

Saturday, March 20, 2010

CONTINUATION =D

CONTINUATION OF .... WHATEVER XD

so the lesson begins, i'm gonna skip all that, since i don't really remember what happens next after this, hmmm wait let me recall ... OH! i remember we're going to the NUSChoir at first i thought that it's gonna be very boring i mean VERY. but it turn out the other way round =D

so when the school ends, i think i went to White Sands with VJ and Kreish, and we bought a cup of "oreo Mc flurry" there there kreisha, since you dont have preparation to buy it ... it's my treat then XD "take it or else! lol" so we went up using the lift and went inside popular bookshop with our Mc Flurry, i 'thought' we can't go in with food from outside XD we ventured the whoooole bookshop. after we're almost done, i think VJ bougt something ... we stopped for some while staring at some books. Kreish started calling VJ and me. it turned out that those books kreish were referring were all about relationship i remember one book titled :"why man needs a bitch" o.o okay forget it xD after that, we went to library and i borrowed two books. Kreisha is really a bookworm xD i salute you kreisha =)) we sat in the library's FLOOR, talking about some stuffs like Stephen King books. i have one called DreamCatcher but i didn't manage to read it because of ... laziness? probably


again, we traveled down with lift again sigh~ technology makes people lazy.then we went out from the mall and kreish went back to ... change? bathe? XD i don't know haha. so it's VJ and me. VJ again, was hungry and bought some snacks and me too bought "some" i mean one =) I LOVE THE CURRY PUFF YUMMMM! then VJ went back to ... change? bathe? i don't know haha! so it's me alone now. i was bored ,seriously bored. i went inside the mall again , i walked around aimlessly ... and went up using elevator haha. and i went to the toilet. o.o i sat in the toilet for like .... 1 hour? i don't know, i can't precisely remember the time xD i sat down there, and read the book that i borrowed from the library. sigh, so so so bored xD.

after that, i returned to school with some sec ones, prefer sec threes 'cause they are more matured obviously. then on our way to school, i could see my bio teacher walking coolly with black sunglasses she was looking at me or maybe staring at me ... nevermind. so we arrived i could see some people were already there. only some people didn't go home and were still in uniform including me. after a tedious moment of waiting most people were there. but i didn't see VJ and kreish wth. i called them, sent them sms ... VJ = "i slept, OMG ..." kreish ="OMG i almost forgot, i'll be there ..." ..... SIGHS ...... then VJ came with ... sleepy face, we went inside the bus and i sat on the front and the bus took off o.o and we could see kreisha running XD her hair was a mess. so the journey begins XD. i mean begun.

we travelled travelled and travelled until we finally arrived at esplanade .... okay
TO BE CONTINUES C: I'M TIRED XD

Thursday, March 11, 2010

sigh~ tired~ but it was worth watching =D

** please note that this post will be much more longer **

UGHH today i didn't go to school, too bad ... the alarm didn't manage to wake me up or perhaps i'm too tired to wake up i suppose ... today , we're not having lessons because today is "Sport's Day" so we're told to go to the tampines stadium at 7 15 or i don't know haha. so i failed to wake up, and ended up waking up at 9 30 wtf. when i woke up i was like 0.0 nevermind i won't die just because of not attending that sigh~ okay i got a loadss of reasons for not being able to wake up but i'll just summarise it xD so i'll be "REASON WHY I DIDN'T WAKE UP"


~ so here's the story
yesterdat was wednesday, i'll tell you the whole story from the beginning.

(i'm trying to write it in present tense and i realised it's so hard)
10 - 3 - 2010
i woke up at 5 ... "WHAT? DID U SAY ?" yes 5, i intentionally set my alarm to 5 and i have 2 alarm on standby in case i did not wake up haha when i wake up i can see something flashing outside my window, my spirit is lifted, my excitement grows stronger "IT'S RAINING!!!!!" HALLELUJAH IT'S RAINING!! i wish i could wake up and enjoy the sound of the thunder and the flashy lighting, but i'm just too sleepy *YAWWN so i plan to sleep again SNNOREEESSS (i don't really snore when i sleep, i have bed manner and table manner XD)... so i sleep

then the second alarm rings!! this time, the alarm sounds comes from the clock the first alarm came from my phone =)) this time i wake up, feeling so blur i don't even bothered to look at the clock. sleepily, i take my towel, my toothbrush, toothpaste, soaps, shampoo, and facial cleanser ... i have been having problems with pimples lately (GO AWAY PIMPLES!) then ... i realised there is someone in the bathroom, i walk back to my room and throw everything on the floor. looking at my phone, i realised "AGAIN!" i still have 25 minutes to sleep so i sleep again~

then the final alarm rang i rise from my bed lazily, and again i take the things i threw on the floor and head to the bathroom .... the water is chilly *YAY IT RAINS* bathing does not really energize me it is just to get rid of my sleepy hair and face . then in my room again, my parents call me asking me whether i'm still sleeping, are u awake? have u taken a bath? yeah ... that's what parents do right? but i think they don't need to do this i'm old enough to take care of my own things =) or maybe not xD they just don't trust me yet maybe someday they will. i thenhave a small glass of miloo ahhhhh,~heaven~ it feels so nice, so warm but then as i look at the clock ... i think i'm gonna be late! NO!!! plus! my earphone is missing!! earphone! where are you earphone!?? i search all places for it and suddenly remember MY POCKET , oh gawd. it's in my pockets. LET's GO!

outside, it feels much cooler and colder. my umbrella breaks o.o so i'll have to walk under the rain ( I LOVE IT ) im waiting for the bus and finally one comes. there's too many people inside, that's the reason i hate taking bus, *squeeze squeeze excuse me excuse me* but this time, i can't even get inside, im standing near the door. and suddenly the door just closed OO WTFUCK! snap! my bag and half of my body was trapped, luckily it doesn't hurt and the driver is sorry for it hehe everyone's looking at me now damn~ i wanna get out of here !

soon, i arrived at the MRT station (hella troublesome, bus, train, walk, then school sighh) inside the train, nothing much happened i met my friend inside. then we arrived *again haha. the rain hasn't stopped yet. furthermore, it's getting heavier when i was walking umbrella-less haha, but i think it is fun, way too fun. then suddenly my friend that i met inside the train came to me and said "u don't have umbrella why don't you tell me" he's holding an umbrella my heart thinks " wow, there are still a lot of good people out there haha" then i told him it's okay i love it. till i arrived at school the bell rang, .... okay, i'm late (YAY I'M LATE) since it's raining, i have no choice but to be late hahaha. a lot of people are late! usually we will be having rounds of reflective walks when we're late (as punishments) but today we're not gonna do that =D thank you rain, you save people's lives. we go back to class, and so the lesson begins~

TO BE CONTINUED C:

Saturday, February 27, 2010

UGH, i can't upload pictures

IT'S POSTPONED~ POSTPONED~

SO MANY THINGS TO BLOGGG~

so i decided to seperate the post into two ... or maybe three posts, the first one is just that i changed my BLOG'S TEMPLATE and the music of course HAHA it's super mario theme song ! yeay!

okay that's enough, recently i have been searching youtube for random videos and i found something interesting xD it's called VOCALOID heard of it before .. well you should have if not,, i'll post it here. VOCALOID is basically a ... voice sync software for more info Visit Vocaloid. the first video that introduced me vocaloid is this video



xD I LOVE IT~ HILARIOUS ISN'T IT? I JUST DOWNLOADED VOCALOID BUT I HAVEN'T TRIED IT YET

and also, recently channel 5 has been showing a song for Haiti earthquake "WE ARE THE WORLD" it's pretty nice and touching you could see justin bieber, randy jackson, celine dione, p!nk, and MORE

Monday, February 22, 2010

GREENDAY - HOLIDAY =D thanks Metta!

I LOVE GREENDAY - HOLIDAY ! THANKS TO MY SIS, LOVE U SIS XD!


"Holiday"

Say, hey!

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery" (Hey!)
And bleed, the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protester has crossed the line (Hey!)
To find, the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen? (Amen!)
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men (Hey!)
A gag, a plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

(Hey!)
(Say, hey!)

(3,4)

"The representative from California has the floor"

Sieg Heil to the president Gasman
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang bang goes the broken glass and
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire, setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause, just cause, because we're outlaws yeah!

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday

WHAT'S FOR TODAY

hari ni makan malamnya begini ajah =3 enak and murah + lemon tea

hore akhirnya berhasil beli kalkulator baruu~ mahal cuyyy




I LOVE THIS PIC =)

Sunday, February 21, 2010

PECAH PECAH = /


SIGH, gelas pecah pecah =( udah pecah 3 kali toh ......
ck ck ck ck

Monday, February 1, 2010

TODAY = HAPPY DAY =) TES AKU LULUS!!! HORE HORE!!!

NYIAHAHAHAHA







AKU LEWAT!!!!!! TES CHEMISTRY AKU PASS!!!! AKU LEWAT!!! INI SUNGGUH SUSAH DIPERCAYA ... SEPERTI KEAJAIBAN =P SEJAK SKULAH AMPE HOME AKU TA BERHENTI SENYUM SENYUM SENYUM =]]]

BUKAN BERMAKSUD SHOW OFF =P CHEMISTRY!!! I LOVE YOU!!! AKU CINTA KAMU CHEMISTRY!!!! AKU AKAN
GIAT BELAJAR CHEMISTRY!!!! HAHAHA~

Friday, January 29, 2010

WORST DAY~ KU TERLAMBAT =[

WELE!! handphone sialan, dasar emang ... batere longgar, alarm ga bunyi ... ato w yang ga bangun yah =P hah, ketika ku bangun, langit keknya dah mulai terang, mulai nampak birunya, then w liat HP w, BUSET layarnya putih ga ada pa" walao~

then ku liat jam dan ternyata dah JAM 7 w biasa bangun jam 5 45 w terlambat 1 jam 15 min ... CEPAT"nya kuambil celana dan seragamku, TANPA GOSOK GIGI DAN MANDI ~ NO MORE TIME! kumasukin PRku yang semalam kukerjain dan yang kulempar begitu saja, ngga lah itu kan lukisan jadi kuletakkan begitu saja biarin kering kena AC haha, w tak sarapan, tak makan, tak minum, malah ku pakai air minum ku dan kulumasi di rambutku biar keliatan uda mandi -- dan kumakan 2 butir permen kopiko~ berfungsi sebagai parfum mulut HAHAHA!! ku ambil dompetku n HP ku dan ku berangkat ~


tua, badan w sakitku berlari LARI LARI menuju bus stop yg letaknya ta jauh dari block, tengah berlari bus ku datang~ gw menyeberangi jlnn dgn berlari tapi keknya busnya dah full YAH busnya pergi, BABI~ ku keknya mau tunggu tapi ketika meliat jam rasanya lebih baik jalan kaki ! sampe di skul w rasa w yg paling lambat smpe tp untung aj masih ada yg lebi lambat trus yg terlambat ... di suruh jalan keliling kantin 40 kali! BUSET!! kantinnya ga kecil! kantinnya sebesar apa yah? well, besar deh haha kaki gw sakit! gara" smalam olahraga, badan w keknya mulai melemah jadi, suruh keliling kantin 40 kali lagi badan w keringatan HAH!!! CAPEKK!!!

kaki w masih capek sakit ... pulang jam 5 30 !!! GILA coy haha,bener" laper so w makan deh dekat MRT station bedok dah ga kuat w ... keknya pengen jatuh ... trus ortu w nelpon lg ... nanya lu capek ga WALAO~ pertanyaan kek apa tuh? wkt itu w keknya dah bener" mau MELEDAK! tp w biarin deh w ga blng good bye ma mrk ... =[ DAH LAH~ tidur gw ... capek

Sunday, January 17, 2010

CAPEK! ~

w bener" capek~
tak mau hidup lagi~
besok senin lagi~
minggu lewat dgn cepat~
capek~




KACAU!!!!


MAHAL!!!!



mandarinku susah!




ada yang aneh tak?



terlalu stress??!!!
jadi gila~

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