cause i thought that you'd be there, but i have the feeling that you won't , yet i still hope and expect you to be there. you asked me to expect, remember ;) so yeah i didn't regret expecting something , i took the risk :)
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
fear and doubt
i'm at my worst now , i'm trying to keep myself together , not broken down :) i fear so much that this will end right here and right now. i don't even know what is happening to you right now, i'm dying to hear the voice of yours , the voice so warm that can calm the raging storms.
i need you , my mind is producing quite hefty amounts of thoughts , stupid ones . what if you disappear, what if you're forced to stay there in 2011 , what if we won't be seeing each other anymore , what if you're found out , what if this is then end , what if i completely lose track of you , what if .. what if .. and what if .. D':
i don't want that to happen , i really don't. it would be like getting myself lost in amazon forest without basic survival needs. it would be like getting lost in an endless nightmare filled with doubts and fears )': it would be like losing everything . yes, everything . you impacted so much of my life that it would be like living with no air if you ain't here baby :(
so please , please , let me know what's happening
i can't afford losing you, i really can't.
dang .. (:
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
i just want you to know . no matter how moody i get . no matter how bad the situation gets . no matter how bad i treat you . no matter how ignorant i may be towards you . no matter what i said . i will not leave you (: . "this may sound a little bit cheesy but, i want you to know that i love you, and always will ♥♥"
loves, boyfriend ;)
Monday, November 8, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
elationthatiwannadie
i'm elated . to keep it simple . yeah i'm elated . over-elated to be exact ;)
because of today and last night . for the advanced birthday celebration . (it's over-advanced :D)
well who cares anyways about the time and date? <:
thank you for the chocolate cake . though i don't really like chocolate, i can feel the tastiness inside every bite . yum <: now i know and i feel the great difference when you eat cakes alone . and when you share it with someone you dear <: (awww cheesiness :D)
and then for the surprise . it was like . my dad telling us that we are going for a japan trip wooo! <: and i am not exaggerating anything it felt like that , seriously *winks
then at night . the eye popping japanese horror movie . that i somehow managed to survive watching <: you squeezed my hand so tight that it somehow made me breathless x) haha (it was a nice movie , i like it)
i shall omit the *ehem winks winks* it was great basically . phenomenal
then for the spending the entire day with meh . watching movies :> eating potato chips
what more could i ask for? <: with this post, i wanna thank you A BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH for this . celebration
because of today and last night . for the advanced birthday celebration . (it's over-advanced :D)
well who cares anyways about the time and date? <:
thank you for the chocolate cake . though i don't really like chocolate, i can feel the tastiness inside every bite . yum <: now i know and i feel the great difference when you eat cakes alone . and when you share it with someone you dear <: (awww cheesiness :D)
and then for the surprise . it was like . my dad telling us that we are going for a japan trip wooo! <: and i am not exaggerating anything it felt like that , seriously *winks
then at night . the eye popping japanese horror movie . that i somehow managed to survive watching <: you squeezed my hand so tight that it somehow made me breathless x) haha (it was a nice movie , i like it)
i shall omit the *ehem winks winks* it was great basically . phenomenal
then for the spending the entire day with meh . watching movies :> eating potato chips
what more could i ask for? <: with this post, i wanna thank you A BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH for this . celebration
hugs and kisses. and more kisses and more ;)
loves, Michael
loves, Michael
Saturday, March 20, 2010
CONTINUATION =D
CONTINUATION OF .... WHATEVER XD
so the lesson begins, i'm gonna skip all that, since i don't really remember what happens next after this, hmmm wait let me recall ... OH! i remember we're going to the NUSChoir at first i thought that it's gonna be very boring i mean VERY. but it turn out the other way round =D
so when the school ends, i think i went to White Sands with VJ and Kreish, and we bought a cup of "oreo Mc flurry" there there kreisha, since you dont have preparation to buy it ... it's my treat then XD "take it or else! lol" so we went up using the lift and went inside popular bookshop with our Mc Flurry, i 'thought' we can't go in with food from outside XD we ventured the whoooole bookshop. after we're almost done, i think VJ bougt something ... we stopped for some while staring at some books. Kreish started calling VJ and me. it turned out that those books kreish were referring were all about relationship i remember one book titled :"why man needs a bitch" o.o okay forget it xD after that, we went to library and i borrowed two books. Kreisha is really a bookworm xD i salute you kreisha =)) we sat in the library's FLOOR, talking about some stuffs like Stephen King books. i have one called DreamCatcher but i didn't manage to read it because of ... laziness? probably
again, we traveled down with lift again sigh~ technology makes people lazy.then we went out from the mall and kreish went back to ... change? bathe? XD i don't know haha. so it's VJ and me. VJ again, was hungry and bought some snacks and me too bought "some" i mean one =) I LOVE THE CURRY PUFF YUMMMM! then VJ went back to ... change? bathe? i don't know haha! so it's me alone now. i was bored ,seriously bored. i went inside the mall again , i walked around aimlessly ... and went up using elevator haha. and i went to the toilet. o.o i sat in the toilet for like .... 1 hour? i don't know, i can't precisely remember the time xD i sat down there, and read the book that i borrowed from the library. sigh, so so so bored xD.
after that, i returned to school with some sec ones, prefer sec threes 'cause they are more matured obviously. then on our way to school, i could see my bio teacher walking coolly with black sunglasses she was looking at me or maybe staring at me ... nevermind. so we arrived i could see some people were already there. only some people didn't go home and were still in uniform including me. after a tedious moment of waiting most people were there. but i didn't see VJ and kreish wth. i called them, sent them sms ... VJ = "i slept, OMG ..." kreish ="OMG i almost forgot, i'll be there ..." ..... SIGHS ...... then VJ came with ... sleepy face, we went inside the bus and i sat on the front and the bus took off o.o and we could see kreisha running XD her hair was a mess. so the journey begins XD. i mean begun.
we travelled travelled and travelled until we finally arrived at esplanade .... okay
TO BE CONTINUES C: I'M TIRED XD
so the lesson begins, i'm gonna skip all that, since i don't really remember what happens next after this, hmmm wait let me recall ... OH! i remember we're going to the NUSChoir at first i thought that it's gonna be very boring i mean VERY. but it turn out the other way round =D
so when the school ends, i think i went to White Sands with VJ and Kreish, and we bought a cup of "oreo Mc flurry" there there kreisha, since you dont have preparation to buy it ... it's my treat then XD "take it or else! lol" so we went up using the lift and went inside popular bookshop with our Mc Flurry, i 'thought' we can't go in with food from outside XD we ventured the whoooole bookshop. after we're almost done, i think VJ bougt something ... we stopped for some while staring at some books. Kreish started calling VJ and me. it turned out that those books kreish were referring were all about relationship i remember one book titled :"why man needs a bitch" o.o okay forget it xD after that, we went to library and i borrowed two books. Kreisha is really a bookworm xD i salute you kreisha =)) we sat in the library's FLOOR, talking about some stuffs like Stephen King books. i have one called DreamCatcher but i didn't manage to read it because of ... laziness? probably
again, we traveled down with lift again sigh~ technology makes people lazy.then we went out from the mall and kreish went back to ... change? bathe? XD i don't know haha. so it's VJ and me. VJ again, was hungry and bought some snacks and me too bought "some" i mean one =) I LOVE THE CURRY PUFF YUMMMM! then VJ went back to ... change? bathe? i don't know haha! so it's me alone now. i was bored ,seriously bored. i went inside the mall again , i walked around aimlessly ... and went up using elevator haha. and i went to the toilet. o.o i sat in the toilet for like .... 1 hour? i don't know, i can't precisely remember the time xD i sat down there, and read the book that i borrowed from the library. sigh, so so so bored xD.
after that, i returned to school with some sec ones, prefer sec threes 'cause they are more matured obviously. then on our way to school, i could see my bio teacher walking coolly with black sunglasses she was looking at me or maybe staring at me ... nevermind. so we arrived i could see some people were already there. only some people didn't go home and were still in uniform including me. after a tedious moment of waiting most people were there. but i didn't see VJ and kreish wth. i called them, sent them sms ... VJ = "i slept, OMG ..." kreish ="OMG i almost forgot, i'll be there ..." ..... SIGHS ...... then VJ came with ... sleepy face, we went inside the bus and i sat on the front and the bus took off o.o and we could see kreisha running XD her hair was a mess. so the journey begins XD. i mean begun.
we travelled travelled and travelled until we finally arrived at esplanade .... okay
TO BE CONTINUES C: I'M TIRED XD
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