deactivated my FB and ... and i predicted problems

i sighed a lot ... my piano lesson has been progressing quite slowly i think, especially the theory. just hope that they could speed 8it up a little bit or it maybe too late for me, at least i gotta finish the basic ... or i can't play any songs .

and finally my long-waited day , i deactivated my facebook account haha so happy, i felt a bit uneasy everytime when i logged into my FB. and today, my sis faced a hypocrite man, well i believed he's not a man, a woman-mouthed man. i just wondered why is there a person like that in this world. i guess most of mens who go to singapore will transform into a singaporean, i mean .. a lot of transformation will be applied hahaha. especially the way they think and the way they behave. they will become more prestiged and i promise i won't change so easily.

that guy reminds me of that guy eew .... he is a threat, a virus, threatening not just me. but my friends and also my family. i pray from the bottom of my heart thatb he just disappear from my eyes forever and ever, be gone!! my friend told me that he is now planning to see me, more like spy me damn!

FALL IN LOVE WITH NARUTO .... ♥

this morning, i went to cinema box (11 30) and as i expected, there was no one there just me and a girl working there. when i first went in, she said halo friendlily and i asked her to confirm it's naruto shippuuden the movie. i thought the movie was "BONDS" with the presence of sasuke and reibi, but when the movie started ... it was shion!! i was smiling to myself and luckily i was alone that time. i was soon watching with the girl and a man (no one really likes naruto i guess or maybe it's too early?). it was hella amazing! oh my~ naruto is just too ..... cool and cute in there eh makes me fall in love again XD . especially in a scene where he and shion fell into a river and naruto got wet, so he took off his forehead protector and shake his head slowly and gracefully he looks like a girl there ! gosh .... well 'm gonna post some pictures (I LOVE YOU NARUTO!!!!!)

THE MOST INNOCENCE FACE


THE PRETTIEST NARUTO EVER!!


MATURED NARUTO

LOVE HIS SMILE HE'S SO HYPER!

BETTER THAN I EXPECTED!

UH, I'M SO FULL TODAY!

when i woke up (around 11 am) i was not sure about what should i do today ... because i have no plan at all, TOTAL ZERO. but it turned out that my sis asked me to have dinner together in a new cafe called DELIGHT.in the evening i was playing game ... a good game! so damn good. "GUILTY CORE XX" wow, the graphic is so anime that i can't stop playing.

in the night, we went to delight. there weren't many people there so it's fun! we went in, and ... wow, the place, the cafe is amazing and fantastic but in my opinion it's a bit too narrow. and the seats may not be enough, it's insufficient. we ordered a lot .... too many food to be finished hahaha. the first course ... desert == ... brownies. i don't know why the dessert came, so we ate the brownies first and finished it. after that, the main course came, it was like ... oh no .... i won't be able to finish all that. i ate it, shared it with my sis. i ordered strawberry iced tea and for the last meal (dessert) we had tea .... smooth tea. so relaxing ~ ahhhh ..... even it's not as sweet as we expected, it smells heavenly good!




hope to come here again (the price is quite reasonable)

today ~ i spent a lot of time thinking

MOOD >>>

sigh .... today was a half bad day. MY LAPTOP IS SICK!!! HE'LL BE SENT TO MEDICATION TOMORROW .... isn't that sad? and i'm feeling more and more alone right now, Mijane has gone to batam, and my little bro will also go tomorrow .. everyone's at school but i'm ..... home T.T i was thinking who should i blame for this? *yawn* hope someone read my blog .... i wanna go out i wanna have fun, i don't want anyday of mine became wasted just like that. i hope i could have some qualities time with my friends. and now, i have also fallen in love with this quote "so close yet so far" i think it really suits my condition now. it's true that i'm in tanjung pinang now and i'm also quite close to my friends (in real distances) but ... my feeling to them is like heaven and earth and disconnected from them. i wish i could be more like them .... having a busy life .... more importantly school life. my friends are all close to me but their hearts have somehow distance away from me .... well let's just move on to the half good =))

YESSSSS!!!! piano piano ... my mood is so pianic(a new word) today, because i managed to act normally in the tuition i started to talk normally and i predict that it'll get better (even i i can't finish F. Beyer it would be great for me to make an improvements by myself) my hands ar getting used to the black and white keys =D. another good news, my big aunt came last night! i was so happy to meet her, an she brought her granddaughter with her (CHOO KAWAII DESU!!!) the little child can walk now and she talks too cutely hahaha.

im now watching an anime in OKTO, called monster ... though i had watched monster several times never ever understand the meaning of this anime. i know it's a horror anime but i haven't seen the real 'monster' yet. they sure mentioned a lot of ''monster'' in the anime like "the monster is coming" ... okay, im gonna watch, u have a good night sleep mr.extraordinarilylunatic =D


~"So Close Yet So Far"~

SIGH ~

i don't know how many days have it been since the last day that i blogged, you know? i get bored pretty easily and i need something that can entertain me like ..... some "FANTASY" stuffs and things. for example , i suddenly have got a superpower XD i know it maybe a crazy idea but who knows that it may become true? in this post there's not much to talk about but i'll try to make it interesting! X)

okay first, i'm telling you about my fantasy don't laugh at me. first, my fantasy that i really wish would come true is ... superpowers and monsters like what i've seen in TV series 'cartoon' like, TEEN TITANS, BEN 10 (still childish i guess but i do watch a lot of cartoon and anime) I WANT NARUTO SO MUCH in this world and i hope they exist! i wish that this world would become a ninja world, filled with wars, hatred, love, revenge, and those stuffs!! ( i know, i watch too much naruto, oh for additional information i have been watching naruto since i was in primary school. first time, it was introduced by my cousin ugh, it's hella exciting, AND i even cried when watching naruto believe it or not? that's the episode of 'Zabuza and Haku' it's too touching and i can't stand it!! so tears flowed down in my cheek T.T)

the other fantasy that i've always been dreaming of is, i become "SUPER-MULTI-TALENTED" guy (narcissism) wouldn't it be nice if we have lots of lots of talent like ability to play piano, ability to play violin, ability to play all kinds of musical instruments (CRAZY!!=) ability to break dance, ability to read paople's mind, ability to turn into other forms (animals, i love crows ... they're so mysterius yet so cool!! and moreover they're black!) ability to hypnotize people, ability to memorize something in time not more than 10 seconds, ability to listen, ability to speak multiple languages, ability to become invincible (for good, not for evil *evil laugh*) ability to cook a meal without a recipe, ability to heal and cure, ability to remove our worst fears! (cockroach! yuck!) ability to be free, ability to disappear ability to sleep in no time (when i lay on my bed, i won't sleep yet, more like i can't sleep ... )

sigh ... will my fantasies become real? (probably not =x)