i'm at my worst now , i'm trying to keep myself together , not broken down :) i fear so much that this will end right here and right now. i don't even know what is happening to you right now, i'm dying to hear the voice of yours , the voice so warm that can calm the raging storms.
i need you , my mind is producing quite hefty amounts of thoughts , stupid ones . what if you disappear, what if you're forced to stay there in 2011 , what if we won't be seeing each other anymore , what if you're found out , what if this is then end , what if i completely lose track of you , what if .. what if .. and what if .. D':
i don't want that to happen , i really don't. it would be like getting myself lost in amazon forest without basic survival needs. it would be like getting lost in an endless nightmare filled with doubts and fears )': it would be like losing everything . yes, everything . you impacted so much of my life that it would be like living with no air if you ain't here baby :(
so please , please , let me know what's happening
i can't afford losing you, i really can't.
dang .. (:
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